Good morning beautiful one – today I get to see you and that will be fantastic. Never enough but still fantastic. That smile just mesmerises me for you are simply enchanting.

I love you so very much x.

Hello – lying here thinking of you – longing to hold you accompanied by a gentle kiss – I love you x.

Hello beautiful one – I am not sure how you came to be in my life but I am so very pleased that you are for you make everything so much better – in a whole myriad of ways. You are exquisite – you are definitely perfect for me.

I love you my darling beautiful one x.

You must not worry – I am yours – that’s all there is – I love you x.

I am on my own apart from you in my head. As always there you are calming the noise – and when I close my eyes, you are everything, no noise, nothing, but just you, beautiful one. I long for this quiet time with you every day. Of course were you to be here that would be just magical. When we were away, there was no noise – so many memories with the most abiding one being that smile from the dinner on the tuesday as you walked back across the dining room.

You mean everything to me, I love you my beautiful one x.

Hello – please could I ask you to do something for me? I would like to put together a list of songs to listen to and I would like you to do that for me. That way when I listen to those songs I will think of you and that will be a good thing – especially when you are away. It will help me a lot when I am travelling to and from work and when I am on my own in the evenings. If you could give me a list of songs then I can do the rest.

I love you very much x.

Thank you for my messages today – it is so very lovely to hear from you. I would always prefer to be with you but at least this way however intermittent we can communicate a little and certainly for me it eases the ache within. This morning you said that you were being selfish – I don’t think so. And if you are, then I am too – because given the choice I would just spend all of my time with you. Every moment with you is just magical and heavenly. I adore you.

Tomorrow will come and I will see you – if only it would come sooner.

I love you my beautiful one x.

Missing you loads – thinking of your smile – just want to sit with you and feel your breath on my cheek as I hold you.

I love you beautiful one x.