Hello beautiful one – “us” is amazing. I had never imagined that being with you would be quite as extraordinary as it has turned out to be. You are exquisite, the most beautiful and loving woman that I have ever known. I remain mystified as to why you want me but I am so very happy indeed that you do. In my head, you are a delight, an enchanting and mesmerising soul who captivates me at every turn. In everything that you do, in every way, you are definitely perfect. I look at you when we are together, when we are in meetings, when we are travelling and I see the kindest and most tender soul – you always put me first, ahead of you, perhaps even to the detriment of yourself. And that is what makes you extraordinary.

I need you – I cannot be without you in my life – I learnt that very clearly last week. “Us” makes me catch my breath because it is simply so fantastic. When we are intimate I am completely overwhelmed by your beauty. You are the epitome of femininity – shapely, elegant, graceful – and I am just mesmerised. Lying there naked with you is sublime – you are beyond comparison.

My darling beautiful one – I belong to you – I love you x.

Not enough messages today – my fault – but not because I didn’t want to.

My heart yearns for you in a way that I cannot describe. It aches so much at times until if I could I would rip it from my chest just to ease the pain. I can’t sit, stand, sleep… the only thing I can do is to walk and to talk to you. I tell you how I feel about you, how much I love you, what my hopes and dreams for us are, how magical it is to hold you, to kiss you, to make love to you. And then it eases for a while. Yet as soon as I see you it is gone – until we are apart again. Some days it is not so bad, some days it is very bad indeed – but it is always there when we are apart.

I wanted to come and find you this evening – I really hope that you are ok – or at least as you can be. But I do need you very much my beautiful one and I so want you to feel loved and wanted.

I will write more later – please look after yourself for me – you are everything to me.

I love you my darling beautiful one x.

Good morning beautiful one – today I get to see you and that will be fantastic. Never enough but still fantastic. That smile just mesmerises me for you are simply enchanting.

I love you so very much x.

Hello – lying here thinking of you – longing to hold you accompanied by a gentle kiss – I love you x.

Hello beautiful one – I am not sure how you came to be in my life but I am so very pleased that you are for you make everything so much better – in a whole myriad of ways. You are exquisite – you are definitely perfect for me.

I love you my darling beautiful one x.

You must not worry – I am yours – that’s all there is – I love you x.

I am on my own apart from you in my head. As always there you are calming the noise – and when I close my eyes, you are everything, no noise, nothing, but just you, beautiful one. I long for this quiet time with you every day. Of course were you to be here that would be just magical. When we were away, there was no noise – so many memories with the most abiding one being that smile from the dinner on the tuesday as you walked back across the dining room.

You mean everything to me, I love you my beautiful one x.

Hello – please could I ask you to do something for me? I would like to put together a list of songs to listen to and I would like you to do that for me. That way when I listen to those songs I will think of you and that will be a good thing – especially when you are away. It will help me a lot when I am travelling to and from work and when I am on my own in the evenings. If you could give me a list of songs then I can do the rest.

I love you very much x.