Happy Valentine’s Day beautiful one – not sleeping – missing you – dreaming of you – wanting to hold you close. I love you x.

Done half the ironing, not much left. Wondering how you are this evening – hoping that you remember how much I love you. No thinking about “we are not going to do this” conversations; no thinking that you are crazy; no asking for forgiveness; instead you enchant me, you mesmerise me, you love me emotionally and physically in ways that I have never known; instead I love you, with a profound and ever deepening love; instead I need you because you keep me safe; instead I need you because you quieten the noise; instead I need you because you make me desire your beautifully alluring, enticing, sexy body – the absolute embodiment of feminine beauty; and instead I need you because you are definitely perfect for me.

I belong to you in every possible way – I would do anything for you, with you – anything and everything my beautiful one. You are truly lovely.

I love you x.

Hello – just got home – need to have something to eat and then do my ironing.

I hope that you are feeling a little better. Please don’t ever feel the need to ask me for forgiveness – there is nothing to forgive at all. You did not do anything wrong – your emotions just came through and how can anyone criticise you for that?

Please understand that your love reaches out to me constantly. You do care for me and support me far more than you realise. And certainly even when we are apart I feel your kindness, your gentleness, your tenderness, your beauty, your voice and your smile – all of these and all of you engulf me in a blanket of love that keeps me safe come-what-may.

I know that you can’t write back – that’s just how things are – but nothing detracts from the definitely perfect woman who is the most extraordinary soul that I have ever known. I love you completely. You consume all of me all of the time.

Please tell me when things are getting on top of you – I cannot be there all of the time, but my heart is always with you and when I can be there I will – but you must tell me….

I love you my darling beautiful one x.

Hello beautiful one – you are not crazy at all. I love you so very much – you make everything right in my head and my heart, so you are certainly are not “nothing” in the way you care for me. One less day until we have time together….

I love you more than you know x.

You are the most amazing person – time with you is heavenly in so many ways! I miss you.

I love you my beautiful one x.

Hello beautiful one – morning time again and I get to see you this morning which makes it all so much much better. I hope that you slept well. I am so looking forward to holding you and just telling you over and over again how much I love you.

Only a few days until we travel – checking every day just to see the number counting down – and then we will have time together – just “us”.

I love you x.

Awake – thinking about you – some days it is really hard to sleep.

I love you x.

On my own now – sitting in the dark – just you here with me. All I can think of is you. I don’t find it easy to be here – all I want is to be where you are wherever that may be, whatever you are doing, anything, anywhere, all of the time. In my heart is just you – a beautiful kind and tender soul who loves me in so many ways that I am overwhelmed. Emotions and feelings that I never knew that I could feel – all for you, because of you.

I still don’t understand – perhaps I never will – but I don’t understand why you want me or what I did to deserve you. But I do know that I am completely mesmerised by you, that I need you, that I miss you terribly when we are apart and that I am deeply in love with you. And I want you to feel wanted, loved, adored, desired and cared for – for I feel all of that and more for you. It is all I can think about – you are everything to me.

I love you – definitely perfect you, my very beautiful one x.