Good morning lovely one – spent much of the night awake thinking about “us” and how important it is to me. You are a magical soul and my heart belongs to you. See you soon.

I love you beautiful one x.

Missing you – beautiful dreams – one less day to go.

I love you x.

Need to tell you again beautiful one – I love you x.

Home now – not dead in a ditch – I miss you so very much, I love you my beautiful one x.

I have gone for a walk – now sat here with the stars wondering how you are – I do hope that you are ok. I am so looking forward to our trip more than you can imagine – spending time with you will be glorious – it is all that I can think about. I am determined that we will get some time together.

I see your love in everything you do and say. I find it very hard to be away from you – I never want you to leave. I hate the weekends. I do not want to think about the time over the summer when we will be apart for so long. And anyway before that we will have our trip and other times together – and if they are anything like the time we spent together last week, it will be the most amazing time. I think of the evening when we went to dinner – I have not spent such a truly happy evening with anyone ever – just talking, sharing, being…..

I messed up today – I am truly sorry – but I do need you to understand and believe that nothing else in my life even comes close to you. You are now, for me, my reason for being. In my heart there is nothing else but you – beautiful you, delightful you, my you.

I love you my darling beautiful one x.

Will be home soon but stopped to send you a message.

I cannot and do not want to imagine a world without you in my life. I am totally captivated by you in every way. You consume my thoughts and I am a much better person for that.

I love you x.

Hi should be home about 8.30 – will write again then – I really hope that you are ok. I don’t know how best to tell you what you mean to me or how to describe how bereft I would be without you. You are everything to me in every way. Every day my love for you deepens and the more time I spend with you the more I want to spend time with you.

I am really looking forward to our trip – having time with you to learn more will be a magical thing.

I love you my beautiful one x.

I know that I have been careless with my words today – from the bottom of my heart I am very sorry. I do see that I hurt you badly today and that thought makes me feel very sad.

My life is immeasurably enriched by you, my heart soars when you are near, and my head is calmed by thinking of you and hearing the love in your voice for me. I do not want to be the cause of pain for you.

I love you my beautiful one x.