I really struggle at times with telling you clearly and accurately how I feel – I know that I mess things up, either coming across incorrectly or upsetting you with carelessly phrased expressions of how I feel. I can only say that I am sorry – not one bit is intentional and I realise that I need to be more careful with your feelings too.

Please don’t feel upset about the conversation this morning. I trust you completely otherwise I would not have said anything at all – I am fine.

I feel your love and it helps me – I just want to be the same for you.

I love you very much.

I hope that you are not in trouble today – thank you for being quite so lovely and for being you. You are the most wonderful soul.

I love you beautiful one.

Bored of work, sat in a meeting thinking about you – much more exciting – so thought I would write.

Every time I look at you I am engulfed by waves of love for you. It makes concentrating somewhat tricky(!) but it is such a fantastic feeling. And then you smile and I am overcome completely. I want to be with you, talking and learning more about you every day.

I need to tell you too that I am ok about the going away thing – we only do it if we are both entirely comfortable with it, and that is exactly as it should be – so don’t fret on that one.

I will miss you this weekend but you will be in all my thoughts, whether awake or asleep, inside or out walking – I need you.

I love you.

I just need to tell you that you look very beautiful.

I love you.

You have such a lovely smile – it melts my heart.

I love you.

You are really very good at what you do – you just don’t recognise it! I quite like sitting here writing you notes – I am completely captivated by you, you are very good for me indeed.

I love you beautiful one.

Sat here looking across the table at you thinking how much I love you – you are absolutely enchanting. I would really like to run my fingers through your hair and caress your neck…..

I need to say sorry again and again about this morning – it was entirely unintentional, truly – I cannot imagine anything more wonderful and magical than having you be close to me. Please please please just tell me if I do it again!

I love you.

Looking forward to seeing you and holding you. I too find it hard to give you back.

I love you.