Good morning lovely one – been dreaming of you through the night. Your beautiful soft skin, your gentle curves and wanting to hold you and caress you. You mesmerise me and monopolise my thoughts. I so want us to be “us” – you are wonderfully enchanting.

I love you.

Dreaming of you my darling one….

I love you

Been for a walk – talking to you in my head and out loud – at least it is dark and no one can see me. Beautifully still, cold night with sparkly stars – practicing identifying constellations (dull I know, but I can’t help it).

I don’t really know what to say to you sometimes – words don’t really seem enough, and then at times I also don’t get the body language bit right either – truly unintentional. Either way I don’t think that I am communicating very well. I am very very sorry and don’t mean to give the wrong message – I don’t want you to feel unwanted or, even worse, rejected.

I absolutely adore you – you fill my soul with your radiant smile, with the tenderness in your voice and with your delicate beauty. Being close to you is simply indescribably peaceful – I could sit there caressing you for hours and hours. You soothe and calm the noise in my head like no one else ever has. Please believe me when I tell you that you are the most magical person I have ever known.

I love you.

You are the most wonderful and special person – you overwhelm me with your very being. The feelings are often so intense that I am not quite sure what to do with myself at times. It is so hard when you are not here. And you are so very very beautiful to me that I struggle to let you go.

I did not mean to stop you earlier – I was genuinely trying to make sure that you were not late – but then failed miserably – sorry. Please do not think that I don’t want you – that is the very last thing I would wish.

I love you very much beautiful one.

Thank you for your time today – I miss you when you are not here – I think my turn to be a bit sad today but only because I do miss you so much.

I love you.

Hope you are ok – really missing you – it is really hard having days when I see you quite a lot and then others where I hardly see you – or perhaps even not at all. But I am so pleased that I saw you this morning and hopefully will see you later. Your smile is so wonderfully sunny and uplifting – and you brighten my day no end. You are such a wonderful soul and I adore you.

I am not all sure what I have done to deserve your love but it is a truly incredible feeling. You mean everything to me and I promise to do as much as I can to show you how much that really is.

I love you.

Chaotic day – too many calls and meetings – but I am stopping for 5 mins to sit here and think about you. You settle everything in my head and it is peaceful and it is good. I miss seeing you and it was a very nice surprise re your fleeting visit this morning.

Sorry about the insomnia but not really new – I will try harder, I promise. But I can’t help it if you are always in my thoughts – and I am certainly not going to try and push you out of them – I would rather go without sleep than without you.

Hope your day is going well.

I love you.

Desperately wanting to hold you and kiss you – to show you that you are loved. Looking forward to seeing you later my beautiful one.

I love you.