Good morning beautiful – bedtime here for me – looking forward to dreaming about you and me together, perhaps even with a green ribbon? Longing to talk to you, soon, and this time I will try all of the numbers at regular intervals – I do not want to risk missing you my darling – I love you so very much – and that voice of yours just melts my heart x.

Hello – night #10, as someone might say “fancy meeting you here” – you, me, so many nights in September to be “us”. The love of my life, naked, entwined with me, wrapped up in my arms and legs – simply perfect – I love you x.

Good morning for you – not long until I can call – I hope that you slept ok. Things are ok here – I am going to sleep now. Have been sat outside on my own for a while just thinking about you, and “us” and about how so much has changed in such a short time – and how it is all so very wonderful. You captivate me – you are so very loving in every way, so much more than I could have possibly anticipated. I love you beautiful one x.

Night #9 – missing you, longing to be by your side – I love you my beautiful one x

Hello beautiful one – going to sleep – ok here – a bit of ranting provoked by a “no” to a “share my bed” question. I asked “do you want a proper relationship with me and if so why suddenly now? Or do you want the status quo as it was?” After a bit of going round in circles the answer was “I just want things back how they were – everything was just fine and I don’t understand why you have changed”.

Just reinforces what I thought – not about me but instead about lifestyle etc.

You are my everything and I am so very much in love with you beautiful one x will call soon x.

Night #8 – I love you – it is so very hard being apart like this. Whenever you see this note please know that you will be in my thoughts always. Sweet dreams beautiful one x.

Yet again good morning for you – bed time for me. Lying here dreaming of you in my arms. The two of us, naked, entwined, close, loving, resting, caring for each other.

Soon I hope I will be able to call – to hear that lilting voice – the “hello”, the “thank you”, even perhaps the “what is this?” – all of that is my delightful you, the exquisite and amazing you that I long for – the simply heavenly you that I care about above all else so bringing joy to me each and every day.

I love you my beautiful one – I want you absolutely x.

Hello my darling, the 7th night – I feel alone without you. I know that you are having a really difficult time – in the midst of that please don’t ever feel that you are anything other than so very very perfect for me. It is ok to feel sad, lonely and perhaps at times jealous. It is ok to be tearful. All of these emotions are about how much you love me. In the same way I feel the same about you – lonely, jealous, sad, tearful ….. and all of these emotions are about how much I love you. Las Vegas, the cruise, Happy Thursday – every time I become consumed by jealousy – and it is so very hard. As jealous as I am, as much as I hate every minute of it all – I never ever ever want you to have a bad time – rather I always want you to have a really really good time and to enjoy yourself – but I am still jealous…..

I want you – the definitely perfect you who fills my soul with happiness and joy – the beautiful you who cares for me like no other ever has nor ever will – I love you x