Good morning my darling – lots of conversation here, little ranting thankfully. Safely in my new room – just me – door locked and quite happy thank you. Dreaming of you – thank you, thank you a thousand times for your picture. Your smile is in my heart – but your picture is lovely and like so many things brings me just that bit closer to you x.

My need for you is insatiable – physically, emotionally I am so drawn to you – all those astonishingly unimaginably wonderful emotions that you provoke in me – I am so very much in love with you x.

Night 6 – thinking a lot about our conversations and about caring for you properly. In everything I do or think you are paramount – you have to come first with me, with “us”. All I want constantly is for you to be looked after – not smothered, but genuinely cared for. Please help me to learn how best to care for you.

You are my beautiful one – I love you x.

Good morning for you – I will sleep soon – but I need to write and tell you what you mean to me.

Every day I think about you constantly; every day my love for you deepens; every day I just long to be with you. I need you to feel loved and wanted; I need you to feel excited and adored; I need you to feel that love finds a way whatever – with us sharing with each other side-by-side.

The words “I love you” are simple, pure and uncontaminated, yet so inadequate to properly explain how I feel – but my darling beautiful one, I do love you absolutely so x.

Night #5 – days passing slowly. Every day though brings us closer together and I can’t wait until we spend the night together again. Lying next to you, reaching out and finding you there is just perfect. I never imagined that anything could be quite so overwhelmingly wonderful x.

Good morning to you – I am very tired but needed to write. I need you know that you draw me to you, that my heart desires you, that I want you. You are definitely perfect, MY beautiful one, and every day I am so very grateful that you want me – because all I can think about is you. I long to see your radiant smile, we talked about your lilting “thank you” – my heart just melts with a simple single “hello”.

Another day apart – but one less to go until I return – but as we said “never again”. “Us” is a truly beautiful thing – you enrich my life, thank you and I love you with everything that is me x.

hello beautiful one – your night, not yet mine – but number 4 – passing so slowly but at least passing. Counting down the days until we are together at night, and looking forward to September together. I love you my darling – you are the love of my life x.

Good morning to you lovely one. I hope that you slept well – I am sleeping soon but need to tell you how much you mean to me. I am sorry that I could not keep my promises yesterday about messaging / calling – I just can’t when it comes to you – you are so very precious my beautiful one – I need to care for you properly – I love you x.

Third night – missing you so very much – not bedtime for me yet but I so wish we were wrapped up together, naked and warm, close and loving x