hi – wondering how you are – in a profoundly selfish way, I really need you to be safe and OK because I want you so very much. I really want you – I really want to walk in the sunshine – I really want to make love – but most of all I really want you to feel loved – for you are everything to me beautiful one x

Going to my room shortly – need time alone to listen to your songs and to think of you. I want to make love to you – and as we are apart I will just have to lie here and imagine / remember – and how very lovely that will be. Of course nowhere near as good as real life but still heavenly though – I love you my beautiful one x.

You are so very very special – in a way that I cannot describe. You are the love of my life – I miss you and I need you. I love you my beautiful one – you will always be so in my heart x.

Are you ok my beautiful one? I do hope so – I really worry….

You and I – “us” – amazing. You – my heart – completely melting. You – me – glorious – need I say more….!

You – the love of my life x.

Next week I want time please – you naked next to me, and me drawing patterns on you, me kissing you and me licking you. Plus of course I am yours, so you are free to do with me as you please and I want you to do so – know that I am yours. I want us to explore each other – each day, time for “us” alone.

This afternoon has been a funny afternoon – talking to you was wonderful but since then I have felt a real loss – not sure why – but I miss you more than usual. But time is passing and tuesday will be here soon (not soon enough) – and in the interim I will think of, and dream of you.

I cannot be without you my darling – you are my beautiful one – you will always be so – I want you and most important of all I love you x.

Hello beautiful one. I hope that you are ok – safe. I hope that you feel cared for because I do so very much. And if in any way I can help you or support you please do tell me.

You have captured my heart – in fact a while ago to be honest – but now I want to belong to you and only you. In so many ways this is true but the more that time passes the more I need to be with you in the sunshine.

I cannot explain how much you mean to me – to say that you are unique, amazing, incredible etc is just not enough by any means. You have become part of me – entwined into my very core and I am so very pleased that this is so. I know that at times I can be hard work in terms of what my face shows vs what I feel but I am trying to be so much better for you. I want to be – I have to be – because the joy and happiness that you bring me is simply unparalleled – I have never known emotions and love like this and I love you so very much my beautiful one x.

Out on another errand so taking a few minutes to write you a message.

I really really miss you my darling – talking to you earlier was lovely but I hate being apart. You are all I can think of – so many happy thoughts of you now and of “us” too. You are definitely perfect – you mesmerise me and it is so very good – all I want is you.

You make me complete – “us” is what I long for now – I love you my beautiful one x.

Hello – I love talking with you – thank you so much for making time. You are everything to me – your brighten every day for me. You are truly amazing. Back home now – all ok – managed to avoid the jeans photography!

I love you so very much – let me know if there is time to call tomorrow – in the meantime I will write more and think about you all the time.

You are my beautiful one x.