9/4/2017

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Good morning my darling – I hope that you slept better than last night without any bad dreams. I miss you so very much. It was really lovely to speak with you yesterday – the sound of your voice is really mesmerising and the gentle lilt of ‘thank you’ is so enchanting. I listen to your songs every night and they soothe me when we are apart – thank you for these.

If you have a chance to talk today please let me know – but otherwise I will be content to write to you waiting until I see that radiant smile tomorrow.

I love you my beautiful one x.

8/4/2017

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Lying on my bed thinking of you – caressing your back and telling you how much I love you. Replaying in my head although the magical times we have had together, all the love, tenderness and togetherness that we have shared, as well as the pain I felt as I watched your plane take you further and further away from me.

My heart yearns for you when we are apart – it melts when we are together. I want to share everything that I am with you – always – I love you my beautiful one x.

8/4/2017

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Hello – wondering how you are. I miss you so much – especially after thursday, spend time just being, “us” together, peaceful and content, sharing, talking, being close, loving and so very happy.

You are the most amazing woman – you make me complete, my life is so much the better for having you in it. So much has happened in the last few weeks – the pain of you going away, the absolute unbridled joy and profound closeness of our intimacy this week – life with you is exquisite. “Us” grows every week – you make it wonderful, you make it heavenly, you make it extraordinary – and I am just blessed.

My heart is yours, I am yours – absolutely. Nothing can change that now – whatever the future is or is not, I will always love you – you have shown me what life should be, you have helped me to find the person I was a long time ago. That person is coming out from behind the wall – perhaps to begin with only for you, but change takes time. But for you I want to show you the real me, the me that is head over heels in love with you, the me that is consumed by you, and the me that day after day just longs to hold you close, to keep you safe, and to care for you – the most delightful soul I have ever known. I have my dreams for “us” – the sunshine – much to be done certainly, but the last few weeks has most definitely taught me that you are undoubtedly the love of my life – nothing is ever going to change that.

I love you my darling – you are my beautiful one – eternally so x.

8/4/2017

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Thank you beautiful one for wanting me – I love you so very much indeed – I am very happy because you are part of my life x.

8/4/2017

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Hello beautiful one – haven’t forgotten about you but been bogged down with this software thing – fixed most of the issues finally.

I miss you loads – you are always in my thoughts. I wish that we were together – I know I have to work sometimes but I promise that I would always make time for you and just having you near to talk to, and to love would be very lovely indeed.

Talking to you earlier was so very peaceful – you make me feel very loved and I hope that you feel the same from me because I adore you. I want you so very much – I really really don’t want to be without you.

We talked a bit about being apart later in the year – that time will come but so will time together too. And when we are apart, we just need to plan where we can to make it just that bit more bearable for both of us. I am going to call you when I am away – I promise – daily if I possibly can. You are very important to me – more than anything else in fact – so I will call.

I love you my beautiful one – off to do some rowing listening to your songs x.

8/4/2017

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Good morning – missing you lots today and I’m sure tomorrow too – but always thinking of you and your radiant smile. You have completely captivated me and it is such a wonderful feeling – I love you my beautiful one x.