On my own – no fuss tonight – listening to your songs in the quiet. Remembering your voice from today – a bit more happiness there especially in the second call. I miss you so, still counting down the hours until monday.

I was really pleased to talk with you about some things today – including my need to start to open up to you (just you) some more. I do not want to see that same look of sadness / disappointment on your face as I have caused in the past when I could try to be more open without causing any harm to me. Also the beginning of some plans for “us” creating our own memories and some early thoughts about conversations re the sunshine. So much to talk about but also so much for us to live for / experience as “us” – and I, for one, am looking forward to all of it with you.

Please look after yourself for me – do what you need to keep yourself safe. My heart yearns for you – I long to hold you – I love you x.

Hello – so wonderful to talk this afternoon – your voice really lifts me up and the lilt of “thank you” is what my dreams are made of. You are truly amazing in so many ways. As I told you, you enrich my life and I don’t want to give you up. We need to forge memories of “us” – they will be wonderful I’m sure. And then we need time together, exploring, loving, heavenly – and finally falling asleep with your gentle curves – perhaps the most beautiful memory of pure femininity I have ever known.

I love you my darling beautiful one x.

Hi – free now in my office until 5pm beautiful one x.

Hello – more meetings – driving me a bit insane.

Missing you loads my darling – just want to hold you close.

You mesmerise me – I want you – I love you my beautiful one x.

Good morning beautiful one – hope you slept well although you are up early for someone on holiday.

Still worrying about you lots – can’t help it. Just need to see you and know that you are safe and ok. I hope that today is a little less suffocating for you – but I suspect that it will be similar – I am sorry that this is so for you. I keep thinking about us one day being on holiday together and how wonderful that would be.

I love you x.

Hello – five minute lull before the next bit starts although will step out for a bit.

You write the most loving and tender things in your messages to me – they really touch me – and it is so very new to me to have someone say such loving things to me.

You are truly beautiful in every way – please understand that that is how I feel about you and so there needs to be the gentle lilt of “thank you” my darling even if you don’t understand – and one day perhaps you will see that my thoughts and feelings are true. In the meantime I can just spend more time showing you how beautiful, sexy and desirable you are to me at every opportunity. And in exploring “us” with you I will be in heaven.

About a week now since you left – the worst week of my life – but ever closer to seeing you again on Monday.

I love you my beautiful one – please take care x

Hi – sorry to be slow with messages – wall to wall meetings here – I miss you so my darling. Thank you so much for the messages in the night – but please no more apologies, no more concerns re being needy. I am as needy as you – jealous, wanting, demanding, loving…. if it were not so, then you would not be the love of my life and yet you most definitely are.

I love you my beautiful one x.

Hello beautiful one, missing you loads – another day without you here. I hope that you are managing ok there given everything. Impatiently waiting for monday.

I love you x.