Watching you land – safe now my darling. As much as I miss you please have a good time – do enjoy yourself. I am fine here – just lonely and missing you – but fine.

Off to bed soon – I just need space to sit and think of you. So being alone suits me just fine because I can, and will, only lie with you. Things are ok here tonight – no fuss, no issues – no repetition of yesterday.

Thank you for loving me – you are definitely perfect and I want you so very much.

There is only you – I love you my beautiful one x.

Hello there – watching you still – just crossing from Utah into Nevada. I am going to watch you now onto the ground so that I know that you are safe.

Today has been a really hard day – I don’t know if tomorrow will be any better. I miss you – the pain is at times almost unbearable. I have felt so very sad at times. But then at other times when I sit and think about you and you walk around in my head, and I talk to you and I remember the so many happy times we have shared – how much fun we have had together, I feel completely overjoyed. Intense and complete happiness simply because you are you.

And then I realise that it is 11 nights to go – and that is hard. Very hard. But underneath it all there is real joy – the joy that comes from having you in my life. And while 11 days is hard, it is in the end 11 days, not forever. And what I really want is you, forever and that is a path that we need to find together. I will wait for you – you are everything.

I love you my beautiful one x.

Now over Yellowstone – one of my favourite places. I’m sat outside looking at the stars – thinking of the most beautiful woman with the kindest and most tender heart. I love you my beautiful one x.

Hello beautiful one – almost over the US, near Canadian border. At home – apparently I look terrible and am completely pre-occupied. I am going for a walk to have some time with you. You make me complete and I adore you. You mesmerise me – you are so very kind and in every way you care for me.

Not long until you get there now – so please be safe. I love you my darling x.

Now Mabitoba not so far from Montana. I am going home then going for a walk – I need quiet space with you alone in my thoughts. On days like this it simply drives home to you what is important in life – and for me, it is quite simply you. I want you – in the sunshine – with me. I love you x.

Hi – now you are over Quebec – I need to follow you there. Sorry if it sounds silly but I just need to watch that you are safe.

Busy day here – lots of running around – no interest at all though in talking with anyone and now I have to go and do a presentation – “rockstar” time you would say. I don’t feel like one that’s for sure.

Read your emails to me – your poetic thoughts – made me cry, now I have a red face and no makeup to cover it up!

You are the love of my life – my beautiful one – I love you x.

Just passed Greenland now – not so far from Canada. I am sorry but I feel so very very jealous – and then the thought that you will likely be ignored so much of the time is even more disheartening. How I wish to be that person there with you now.

I am listening to your songs and they help lots – and the gentle lilt of “thank you” is in my head.

I love you my beautiful one x.

Hello – watching you again – just south-west of Iceland, en route to over Greenland. I am so very lonely without you. I know that you will be thinking of me so I hope that you will know that I am thinking of you too.

I love you my beautiful one x.