100% – no lies with you – always the truth – I am genuinely ok.

For you, for this week, the most important thing is looking after yourself – I am fine, I want you, I will be waiting for you…. x.

Home in the garden – always with you in my heart – and with you caring for me, thank you. I will write again later when things are a bit more settled here – tonight I promise when I am on my own. Please look after yourself and I will be just fine – I am immune to this here.

You are my darling, my beautiful one and I am so enriched by you – I love you x.

Hi – will be home in about 10 minutes – no ditches! I want to talk with you about so many things – none negative (I promise) – just thinking about a path to the sunshine. You mean everything to me – I need you, I want you, I love you my beautiful one x

Hi – nothing to do with your phone – it is a problem with the website – don’t worry beautiful one x.

I can see your message but now I am not sure that my replies are coming through either – will aim to sort later – I am fine – thank you for your message – it was as expected. You are very kind as always – but please don’t ever think that your love is some sort of second best consolation prize. Your love is the most amazing and extraordinary love I have ever known – it is and will never be second best to anything – you are truly exquisite and I love you my beautiful one x.

Hi – walking in the dark (only just dark actually) – no ditches I promise. And I very much in love with you so that makes me feel very good. I miss you more than I can explain – I want you my darling – I love you x.

PS will send a message when I am back – I will be fine – truly. x.

Hi – something wrong with the messaging website I think – nothing coming to my phone but I can see through the web app – I suspect it will sort itself out.

I am in trouble here – it would seem that Mother’s Day was not quite the extravaganza expected – in the usual way. And as usual it is my fault.

So I will take it on the chin as always – and then go for a walk in a bit – I am fine though (truly).

I miss you – I love you so intensely, my beautiful one x

Hi I can see that your messages are not coming through – not sure why – I will send one as if I were you from here. I will reply though separately.

I love you beautiful one x.