Hi – took a deep breath and said that I prefer sleeping in the spare room. Hasn’t gone down well – but it is the right thing for me and it is the right thing for “us”. And anyway what is the point of complaining when for the last few days I have been sent there anyway. But I have to remove myself for “us” and so I have.

All I think about is you – I need the person lying next to me to be you – or otherwise no one. You are everything to me and in my head I need to protect that – I have messed up once before but never again.

I love you my darling beautiful one x.

Hello – home now, had some dinner, not in trouble today. Thinking of you and the wonderful times we share – including today. Tomorrow will be lovely just spending time with you.

I love you my beautiful one x.

Thank you for being patient with me – thank you for loving me. I want you so very much – it is very hard to explain this properly. I love you my beautiful one x.

Thank you for our time – another lovely day – a bit fractured but still “us” and working through feelings and thoughts. I need you beautiful one because I love you, and not for any other reason. The only reason why you quieten the noise in my head is because the love I feel for you and the love that you show me drown out everything else.

I am looking forward to tomorrow – I adore you.

I love you my beautiful one x.

Every day I see you and that is a good day – when I don’t, then it is not a bad day because I still have you in my heart and in my thoughts and dreams, but it is a less good day. And the days when we have time alone unwatched and entwined are perfect days. These are the ones I long for.

I love you my beautiful one x.

You were so very lovely this morning in the meeting – radiantly beautiful again. You mesmerise me.

I love you my beautiful one x.

Hi – radiantly beautiful sat there across the table – you take my breath away. I am so in love with you x.

Hello lovely one – looking forward to seeing you this morning – seeing your smile across the table!

I love you my beautiful one x.