Doing a few things here and there – want to write to you. Need to tell you that my heart aches for you – I miss you so very much indeed – it eats away at me inside. But I have also been talking to you telling you that you are the most enchanting woman that I have ever known. I am completely captivated by you and the only thing that gets me through the time when we are apart is the promise of that beguiling smile of yours which melts my heart and brightens my soul.

I love you beautiful one x.

Had enough writing – my head hurts – I hate these forms – of all of the things I have ever to fill in these are the worst!

Anyway let me tell you about something that makes me very happy – you! You are so very beautiful and special – in every thing that you think and do, you show love for me. No one else has ever come even close to this – and I am very lucky indeed.

You must not worry about me, or that you put pressure on because you don’t – you always look to protect me ahead of yourself – I see that. I do not know how to explain to you how much I feel for you, what you mean, how much I need you and so much more – I simply don’t know the words. What I do know is that time spent with you is magical – it flies by as if in an instant and it is always just utterly mesmerising.

So my beautiful one – you are delightful and I love you x.

Hello beautiful one – still wading through paperwork – like treacle….

Timeout though to tell you how wonderful you are and how much you mean to me. Speaking to you this morning was so heavenly – just to share time with you is all I want. I know that you are tearful at times and I understand why. Please do not feel the need to apologise to me for this – much of this is so complicated. You are not alone with these feelings – albeit perhaps manifest in slightly different ways for the two of us.

But for me you are definitely perfect, pure delight and so very captivating and mesmerising. I miss you very much and am just counting down hours until tomorrow.

I love you my beautiful one x.

Hello – thinking of you – so desperately just want to call you back and tell you how very much I love you. Of course I would much rather come and find you, and scoop you up into my arms where I could hold you close and keep you safe with me.

I love you my beautiful one x.

Hello – I never expected to have quite so much time to talk with you today and it was just heavenly. You are so kind and tender and loving – I need you to understand how much you mean to me and how very good you are for me. Everything you do is aimed at caring for me – and that makes you a very special person indeed. I am truly blessed to have such a wonderful person in my life.

I love you my darling beautiful one x.

Hello beautiful one – a quick note because I don’t want you to forget how I feel – I love you x.

Hello beautiful one – hope you slept well. Out soon for a walk in the rain – peaceful time to thing about you and to talk with you. I need to explain how much I love you so that you understand properly.

I love you beautiful one x.

Hello – thinking of you, wishing I could hold you in my arms. I love you x.