So looking forward to tomorrow night, wrapped up in your arms loving you – I miss you beautiful one x.

Good morning – so looking forward to seeing you this morning, very impatient. Days spent apart are so very hard, days spent together are just wonderful. You brighten my day, you are simply a delight and I love you my beautiful one for all the happiness that you bring me x.

Fell asleep, woke with a start, looking for you always – I love you x

Hello beautiful one – every time I try and write something someone gives me something to do. I am so very sorry that I have written so little today – it is not for want of thinking about you.

All I do is think about you – I hope I did not bother you too much with all of the calls today – I so want to talk with you, to hear your voice, to hear your laugh.

Have to go out soon and don’t want to – just want to think about you and to be with you. I will do my bit and pretend but all the time you will be in my heart and we will be together in my thoughts – in the bar that first Sunday perhaps being us forever.

I love you my beautiful one – you are everything to me – I cannot wait for tomorrow x.

Hello love of my life – once again in your messages you show me such love and tenderness and I am overwhelmed. You are everything and all that I want and each and every day you never cease to amaze me with the care that you show for me. I adore you – you are so very definitely perfect my beautiful one – I love you so very much indeed. x

Good morning – I hope that you slept well – I dreamt about you constantly, half awake, half asleep – just you in my thoughts. All I want is time with you – I just crave that constantly – and then when I am with you, it just flies by almost instantly. Looking forward to tomorrow and then Tuesday and Wednesday – I love you my beautiful one x.

Finding it really hard to sleep tonight – missing you so very much. Just want to reach out to you and rest my hand on you – to love you my beautiful one x.

Going to spend some more time this evening thinking about where we might travel – needing to be with you more and more. I don’t mean to be needy or perhaps even selfish – but I am perhaps both, and I am content that this is so – because you are the most special and precious soul I have ever known. You make my life truly wonderful, I want you, truly I want you, and I promise that I am never going to apologise for that. You are extraordinary in every possible way and I simply refuse to give you up. Yes I care about others and I will always do what I can to care for them, always – but from now on beautiful one YOU come first.

And that means that from now on I can no longer deny you – and if that leads to an explosion then so be it and I will deal with that – but to deny the love of my life would be the worst wrong that I could ever do. And I simply can’t, just can’t, nor do I want to.

I love you my beautiful one – you are definitely perfect – thank you, thank you for wanting me x.