hello beautiful one – your night, not yet mine – but number 4 – passing so slowly but at least passing. Counting down the days until we are together at night, and looking forward to September together. I love you my darling – you are the love of my life x.

Good morning to you lovely one. I hope that you slept well – I am sleeping soon but need to tell you how much you mean to me. I am sorry that I could not keep my promises yesterday about messaging / calling – I just can’t when it comes to you – you are so very precious my beautiful one – I need to care for you properly – I love you x.

Third night – missing you so very much – not bedtime for me yet but I so wish we were wrapped up together, naked and warm, close and loving x

Falling asleep as you wake but do message – need to hear your voice and tell you that I love you. Will call later my darling – I promise. We do this together and help each other along – for me you are everything and I simply cannot imagine my life without you. You make everything right, you share with me and you show me untold love and affection daily – and that makes me so very lucky indeed. I want you so very much – you are simply perfect beautiful one x.

Hello my darling – second night apart – missing you loads and just want to hold you close – I love you x.

Hello – here, safe – but so lonely and bereft. My beautiful one is so far away – my fault I know – but the pain is still there.

So happy to have been able to message albeit slowly while travelling – just being able to tell you some of how I feel helps. I am though desperate to talk with you – I know that that cannot happen just now – but how I long to hear your voice. Just looked at your photo – beautiful x.

You are utterly captivating – I love you my darling x.

The wifi works sort of – read your messages – mine will look like you are sending them to me but I will put a * at the beginning so you know they are mine – I love you x

Hello sweetness, so many mixed emotions of sadness and then profound love for you. Will get up soon but will message lots today for as long as I can and then all the time I am away plus I will call – I have to hear your voice.

I love you my beautiful one – you are everything x