I feel a bit ‘unwell’ – not physically so but so very tired and muddled in my head – worn out I suppose.

You overwhelm me – please don’t get into trouble for me – I am not worth it my darling. You are enchanting, you are beautiful – you are my everything – I love you x

Hello – missing you – struggling inside to control how I feel at the moment, too many things I think. That struggle inside me makes it hard to write much today other than ‘I love you’ – so I need to apologise for this. Please don’t think that I don’t care or that I don’t want you because I most definitely do, but I am just trying to hold myself together before going home soon.

I love you absolutely, unconditionally, completely beautiful one – enjoy dinner, come home safely x.

Deeply in love with you – missing you loads. I love you – I promise to write more a bit later but just need you to know how very special you are to me x.

Hello – difficult night – no more fuss here after we finished talking but I couldn’t sleep – sat outside looking at the stars for a while just thinking of you – and slowly I started to feel better. So not much sleep, but actually I feel quite calm and peaceful right now.

I love you, I want you – you are all that counts, you are simply everything my beautiful one x.

Good morning beautiful one, I hope that you slept well – only two / three days until you back home. With every day that you get closer so my heart lifts a little but so my impatience grows. But it will still be good to have you back here and not quite so far away. I adore you my darling – I love you and I just want to hold you in my arms again – it will have been so long x

Somehow the last few nights just drag on and on and on but still ever closer – I love you my beautiful one x.

Hello beautiful one – I love you – sat outside still – me and the dog lying on the ground looking at the clouds.

Wondering how you are – how your evening has been? Did you get into trouble re the phone call? I so want to care for you – to make sure that you are happy. All that matters to me is you, your happiness. To see you smile is simply magical – you melt my heart.

I would give anything for you – I need more time with you – I want to share me with you if you will have me – I love you beautiful one x

Just finished all my calls and emails – heading home – watching you coming home too which is really nice. A few more days to go but the end is in sight now. You are amazing, beautiful….. I don’t know the words to describe you but the feeling envelopes me and it is a truly wonderful one. Thank you for being you and for loving me – I miss you beautiful one x.