hi – off to do some work – I love you my beautiful one x.

Hi – in my office – I am a little sad this morning. I have looked forward to our messages every night / morning this week – they have been lovely. But today I think I messed up – I am so very sorry for upsetting you earlier. I did not mean to make you feel unsupported or let down or that I was trying to distance myself from you and your decisions. I know that that is how you felt – but it is not what I wanted you to feel in any way whatsoever – and I cannot apologise enough. You are having a hard enough time as it is without me making it worse.

I love you my darling – truly sorry for disappointing you x.

Hello – I am off to work soon – hope you slept well, your last night before coming home. Will write more later but please be safe travelling beautiful one. I love you x.

night #9 – listening to your songs quietly – dreaming of you – I love you x.

As usual drifting in and out of sleep – sometimes hard to know when I am awake. But I know that you are here with me – I think I may have been talking out loud to you, but I am not sure – so just as well that I am here on my own!

Dreaming of your gentle curves, your exquisite femininity, your very sexy bottom and being intertwined. Longing for the heavenly experience that is recklessness.

I love you my darling x.

On my own now – lying here looking at the ceiling – thinking of you. Thinking of how beautiful you look in your dresses with that lovely long blonde hair of yours flowing down your back. Thinking of your lilting “thank you” – it makes me smile – one day you will believe me!

If you do see this before you go to bed – please please message me (if you can safely). I love hearing from you – knowing that you are safe is really important.

You are the most enchanting soul – you draw me to you – you make me feel peaceful and content, and drawing patterns on your skin is the most soothing experience for me – it calms me.

I love you my beautiful one – in every way with no boundaries at all – all I want is you x.

Hello beautiful one. Home now – had something to eat – and sitting down so feeling a bit better. Thank you so very much for the tenderness that you show me in every way – it is so very touching – you make me want to cry.

I need you back here so I can see that radiant smile – I need you to melt my heart with those loving glances. I need you to hold my hand and rest your head on my shoulder, to let me hold you against me. I need to caress your back and to touch you, to feel you shudder as my fingers play with your body. I need to love you completely in every way – I need to see your mesmerising soul face-to-face so that I can show you how much you mean to me.

I love you my beautiful one x.

Hi – going home soon – I miss you my darling – you are the love of my life x