Hello beautiful one – missing you – looking forward to next tuesday lying with you in my arms – I love you x.

So very much in love with you – you just dissolve with your radiant smile. All I can think of is you, just you, only you, always you – and it is so very magical. The last week has been truly wonderful – spending time with you every single day – and I am so very happy. I cannot explain how drawn I am to you – you are everything to me.

I will miss you over the weekend but there is time together next week to look forward to and I just can’t wait to hold you again. I love you my darling – my beautiful one x.

Whenever I spend time with you I never want to leave – I find it really very hard – and it is getting worse each day that passes. I want to spend more time with you – to love you, to care for you. I worry though that you will find what I do work-wise equally as intrusive into your life as others find it and that you then won’t be able to put up with me – and that would make me very sad indeed. I do try to manage my work – I always want to put you first. I need then to ask something of you please – if ever you feel that I am ignoring, neglecting or otherwise not caring for you, please will you tell me. I hope that that never needs to happen but I worry that I am sometimes perhaps not a good judge of my own behaviour – so please say…..

I find you completely captivating – you draw me to you in a way that I have never known before. I want you and I love you – I would be bereft without you. You are my beautiful one – always x.

You look very beautiful my darling sat there across the table – I just want to kiss you…. x

Hello – can’t stop thinking about you and that radiant smile – please know that I love you a little more each and every day my beautiful one x.

Good morning beautiful one – I hope that you slept well. I am really looking forward to time with you today. You are the kindest, most gentle soul and your love lifts my heart. I want to show you how much I love you, how much I care for you and how much I want you in my life. See you soon my darling – I love you x.

Missing you every night – finding it very hard without you by my side – I love you my beautiful one x.

I haven’t written to you properly for some time – and for that I am really sorry. It is not that I don’t have anything to say but somehow I have just not found the time on my own to sit and write without any interruptions – and that, to me, is a very bad thing. You are absolutely the love of my life – I really want to find time for you, I need to find time for you, and I most definitely do not want you to think that somehow I am less in love with you than before – because nothing could be further from the truth. Every day my love for you grows and deepens and I am very pleased that this is so – I could not and do not wish for anyone other than my beautiful one – you.

I am completely mesmerised by you – I am enchanted by you. I belong to you in my head and my heart – and I need to make that real every day, day after day, so that we do not have to hide away. All of the time that we spend together just reinforces to me the joy that you bring – I adore you. You are definitely perfect and are the most beautiful soul I have ever known. You treat me so very kindly and gently, you are tender and loving, and you are so very very sexy too. So many intense emotions, such profound feelings, truly magical, absolutely divine, and all just because of you – amazing.

And then, I lie with you, intimate and close, but then falling asleep together and waking together (please don’t mention the shower – I am so very very sorry – I know that I disappoint you sometimes) – and my heart is yours. Sleeping away from you makes me feel very very lonely – I miss you in a way that I had never anticipated before. One of definitions of true heaven is actually falling asleep with my hand on your waist…..

I am overwhelmed by your beauty – those gentle curves of yours, your radiant smile and those eyes – all melt my heart, all draw me to you, all are examples of the true essence of you – definitely perfect, the absolute distillation of true femininity.

I am blessed – I am very very lucky – I have you in my life to love and care for, to protect and keep safe, to share with, to laugh with, to have fun with, and to make love to. I never imagined that at this point in my life I would find such an amazing soul – but I have, and that fact, and you, take my breath away. I can’t explain what I feel about you – how much love there is in me for you, I could sit holding your hand, talking and sharing day after day – and I would be eternally content.

So you need to know – “he wants me, he misses me, he loves me….” – you, my darling, are eternally my beautiful one. No one has ever made me feel as you do. I am complicated – I know that – but I am not giving you up ever. There will be sunshine for us one day and we need to walk that path together. I do not want to be the reason though that your friendship with your friends is disrupted in any way – so I need to be guided by you. But in a totally selfish way, I want you for me and just me, and I want to be yours, and only yours – I love you beautiful one.

You came into my life, perhaps almost by mistake, but I absolutely I am so very happy indeed and I am not letting you go….. I love you. I will always keep you safe and I will always cherish you my beautiful one x.