11/4/2017

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Today – I am yours. Yesterday I was yours. Tomorrow I will be yours.

I know not what else to say other than loving you, caring for you, and keeping you safe with me is without a doubt the best thing that I have done in many many years – you are definitely perfect for me.

What I need to do is to find a path to the sunshine for us. And then all of my dreams will have come true.

I love you my beautiful one – you are the love of my life and my heart is yours.

11/4/2017

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Hello – finally, time to sit and write to you properly today. What can I say? – to be honest I am not sure that I know what to say. I don’t really know the words.

Day after day spent with you – every day it just gets better, immeasurably so – every day my heart explodes with love for you. I don’t want to part, I have to call, I have to hear your voice, I have to be close to you, to smell your fragrance, to feel your breath on my cheek, to see that radiant smile of yours.

You mesmerise me, you have captured my heart forever. You draw me to you – I want you. I want you so very badly indeed. You tell me that I am a better person than you – that is not true. I love you – I have the same feelings as you, the jealousy, torn between wanting you to be happy when you are away from me yet not so happy that you might forget me or might think “actually I don’t really need him anymore”.

And then we are intimate – we make love – and then this is where my heart can’t cope with you. You are the most beautiful woman I have ever known. You are everything, extraordinary – truly beautiful in the extreme. The fact that you want me makes me feel very humble. And then you make love to me and you let me make love to you – and I have never felt such amazing feelings, and I have never seen such a sexy, enticing and profoundly beautiful woman – and my heart is overwhelmed with all of it. In a lifetime (and please don’t hit me) I will never be the same as you in my head, I will never be worthy of you. BUT in a way that is a good thing because I never want to take you for granted in my life – what I will always see is the love of my life, a truly wonderful woman, and it will be my pleasure, my joy, my daily happiness to spend each day showing you, telling you, reminding you, loving you so that you come to know that with everything that is me, with every part of my body and my heart, I love you.

I love you my darling – you are eternally my beautiful one.

11/4/2017

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A thousand apologies for the lack of messages – no excuse really, just overwhelmed by you! I love you beautiful one. Will definitely write more later I promise x.

11/4/2017

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Another heavenly start to the day my beautiful one – could not have been more perfect – and you did not hurt me in any way, simply very intense but also lovely. See you later – I love you so very much x

10/4/2017

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Hello love of my life – I know not from where you came or how you came to be in my life, but my heart sings and soars daily at the joy that you bring me. Each day just surpasses all previous days – today has been the most perfect day and you made it so. You absolutely make “us” the most loving and meaningful of relationships. You make me so very happy. You are simply everything.

I would live with you anywhere – wherever it might be it would be just perfect – “us” together every day, day after day. I am not especially interested in material possessions – I have never been. I don’t need much materially – but what I do need, and most definitely do want is you, just you, only you – but absolutely and unconditionally you, my beautiful one.

I love you my darling x.

10/4/2017

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Really sorry – I would have sent messages earlier in the day but I kept getting sidetracked – and very demanding you were to! But oh so heavenly my darling – I could live a whole lifetime (perhaps I almost have) and not experience the feelings that you bring to me. You tell me that I am very good at making love to you – but what about you? I have never known such pure joy as I experienced today – not just physically (and trust me, that was amazing), but also emotionally – I don’t believe that you and I could be closer, the feeling of absolute, unconditional and all-encompassing love that I felt for you today was the most intense feeling I have ever known. That and whatever you did to me this morning – it was about 10am before I was truly back to normal – my body was not my own…..

When we are together, I trust you absolutely – you would never hurt me. And so I am yours for whatever you want and I am very pleased to be so with you. Absolute, total and utter trust – you are the love of my life.

I love you my beautiful one – you are definitely perfect, today was idyllic x.