My heart is yours, my head is yours, and my body is yours. I adore you – I hope that you are ok tonight my beautiful one.

I love you x.

Home now, had a bit to eat. OK here – a bit frosty but nothing in the bin. On my own again, tired – lots of things in my head today but almost all work, truly. Lying here in the spare room, thinking of you. Wanting to be lying with you – intertwined, feeling your breath on my cheek, falling asleep with you. Absolutely, totally and utterly in love with you – the most beautiful and feminine woman I have ever known.

Thank you for being quite so lovely, thank you for wanting me, thank you for being my beautiful one.

I love you, the love of my life x.

Thinking about you lots and how you make me feel – thinking about how I feel about you – wanting to spend time with you – I love you x.

I know that we will be apart soon and that that is not great. In part that is why I chose last night’s choice to try and give you a little more confidence in me. But only in part – some of that decision had been a long time coming.

But at the same time I look forward to our time together in April and after – unwatched time just together to nurture “us”.

You make “us” the wonderful thing that it is for me – I had never anticipated that loving you would be quite so intense and wonderful.

I love you my beautiful one x.

I look at you and see the most fantastic and beautiful woman – you are everything to me my beautiful one x.

I love you x.

I know that we haven’t had so much time together today but it is really nice to see you smile and laugh. It makes me very happy.

To me you are definitely perfect and seeing you like today just reinforces that.

I love you my beautiful one x.

I have been thinking lots about you today even more than normal. To me you are really truly extraordinary – the care you show for me brings me to tears.

I want to spend my time with you – I want to share everything with you – I want to care for you – I want to be reckless with you. I yearn for you emotionally and physically and every day that feeling grows.

Thank you for wanting me and for bringing such happiness to my life.

You are the love of my life – you are my darling beautiful one – I love you more than I can explain x.

Every day you never cease to amaze with how lovely you are. You show me such kindness and tenderness and so much love.

I love spending time with you – the sound of your voice makes me happy. It brings me a warm feeling within, right to my inner being. Your smile melts my heart and I just dissolve, belonging solely to you.

I made a choice yesterday – a good one I believe. There will be some fallout at some point once the realisation sets in that this is real and long lasting but so be it. For today that feeling of being unfairly treated re the asymmetric nature of things is just that little bit better.

I am very lucky to have you in my life – I love you my beautiful one x.