Hello beautiful one – wondering how you are – missing you lots. I am in trouble but settling down now – just I think for being me – such is life….

Now looking for things for us to do – sat out of the way – and just you in my thoughts. Beautiful, enchanting, exquisite and gentle – definitely perfect and truly magical – you are everything to me.

I love you x.

Hello – thinking about you lots – missing you. I adore you. Looking forward to seeing you tomorrow. You are so very kind to me in everything you do and say – I read your email (from yesterday) again and it makes me tearful – I am just overwhelmed by you and the love that you show me.

I love you my beautiful one x.

Finished my form – hurray!

Started looking for things for us – I need time with you so very much my beautiful one. “Us” is I think very strong but we need time to grow too – and time with you is so very magical indeed.

I love you x.

Hello beautiful one – yearning for you. Thinking about you – looking forward to some trips but need to find more. Trying not to think about our time apart shortly – but it will be “ok” – horrible while it happens but “us” is more than strong enough – and not in a million years will I forget you.

Counting down the hours until tomorrow until I see you again. Longing to hold you and to kiss you. You mean everything to me – definitely perfect.

I love you so very much indeed x.

hello – still filling in my forms – only 2 last sections to go – very dull but has to be done.

Missing you so – this morning was really nice, being able to talk about things and tell you how much you mean to me. I promise though no decisions without you involved absolutely – and more than anything I want you….

You are so very beautiful in everything you do and say – so very kind and loving. I need time with you – snatched moments are always welcome and I do enjoy them but proper time is so very rare indeed – but important. This evening is set aside for looking for trips – things for us to do to have time together.

I love you my darling beautiful one x.

So wonderful this morning to hear your voice and talk for a while – you are the love of my life.

I love you my beautiful one x.

Hello beautiful one – not sure what the weather is doing – think it is wall to wall rain so I suspect I wont get to talk with you. Out for a walk though soon – I love you x.

Fell asleep – dreamt that you had walked away – a bit tearful but know that it is not real – I love you x.