I really really want you to have a nice time tonight – you deserve it – this week has been very hard on you and in part I am responsible for that. I am so in love with you – I adore you, I miss you – and as much as I try not to be, I am sometimes jealous of the happy times you have when we are apart – not because I don’t want you to have them – because I absolutely do – but because I want it to be me that you have those happy times with. More than anything that is what I want. I am though disappointed in myself – I am disappointed that I have such feelings but as hard as I try sometimes they get the better of me – I am so very sorry. I am yours – I want to be the person by your side all of the time.

I dream about you – I feel you in the night with your arms holding me, I feel you and I making love – and then I wake and the person next to me is not you – and then I cry. Sometimes I have to get up because whilst I can stifle a cry I cannot stifle a sob – and sometimes I sob and sob and then I sob some more. And so to me you are everything that I had imagined and then so much more – I had never anticipated the delight that is you.

I love you my darling beautiful one x.

You are amazing – you are beguiling, enchanting, I am enthralled by you, you mesmerise me. My heart needs you, it yearns for you. You are extraordinary, exquisite. You may not believe me but to me you are femininity personified – the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. Your gentle curves, your delightful shape, your very sexy bottom – you are everything….. I am yours in every way.

I love you my darling beautiful one x.

Hello beautiful one – I miss you so very much – it is always lovely to see you but we never have enough time. I will work on this I promise.

You are such a delightful soul – so very beautiful and you make me catch my breath every time I see you.

I adore you – I love you x.

Hello my beautiful one – you look really lovely sat there across the table from me. You are so enchanting and I am just completely mesmerised by you – all I want to do is to spend time with you, holding you and being close to you. You are so very loving and gentle when we are together and you always put me first – I am just overwhelmed by your loveliness. You are definitely perfect.

I love you x.

Hello my beautiful one – hope you are ok – thank you for time earlier, just so wonderful as always – I really miss you when I don’t see you.

I love you so very much x

I would really like to kiss you beautiful one x.

You look very beautiful sat there across the table – I love you my beautiful one x.

Hello beautiful one – another day when I see you and that makes me happy. You mesmerise me and I just adore you.

I love you x.