Hello beautiful one – I am looking forward to seeing you later – I will come and find you and call you and send you messages. I am keen to plan another trip too as per your suggestion – but we can chat later.

I missed you lots last night – it is really hard to be away from you.

I love you x.

Haven’t been to sleep yet – just sat here thinking of you constantly – I so wish I was falling asleep with you. I love you x.

My head is calm – all quiet – all there is you. I love you x.

On my own – too much to drink tonight too quickly. Not lots but too quick. But now thinking totally inappropriate thoughts about you – but that doesn’t take much effort because you are outrageously beautiful. I love you, I adore you, I absolutely need you. You are everything.

I love you my beautiful one x.

You and I are “us” – for me “us” is everything. I do not want to do anything other than nurture “us” – helping it to grow and develop over time. You do everything for me – I want to do the same for you – in fact I need to do the same for you – I have to. If I don’t my heart will explode.

Please be ok my beautiful one – please be safe – please don’t get yourself into trouble. I need you – whatever I am now, whatever I have been, the me going forward is entirely dependent on you. And that is good – for you are definitely perfect.

I love you x.

I think about you all of the time – this evening I am worried about you. I need to do more to look after you, to keep you safe, to care for you. My heart yearns for yours, my body physically longs for yours, my thoughts are calmed by you – you engulf me in love and enrich my life.

Loving you has transformed the inner me. You have made me a far better person than I was before releasing parts of me that have been hidden away for years. I am eternally grateful – I love you my beautiful one x.

Hello beautiful one – “us” is amazing. I had never imagined that being with you would be quite as extraordinary as it has turned out to be. You are exquisite, the most beautiful and loving woman that I have ever known. I remain mystified as to why you want me but I am so very happy indeed that you do. In my head, you are a delight, an enchanting and mesmerising soul who captivates me at every turn. In everything that you do, in every way, you are definitely perfect. I look at you when we are together, when we are in meetings, when we are travelling and I see the kindest and most tender soul – you always put me first, ahead of you, perhaps even to the detriment of yourself. And that is what makes you extraordinary.

I need you – I cannot be without you in my life – I learnt that very clearly last week. “Us” makes me catch my breath because it is simply so fantastic. When we are intimate I am completely overwhelmed by your beauty. You are the epitome of femininity – shapely, elegant, graceful – and I am just mesmerised. Lying there naked with you is sublime – you are beyond comparison.

My darling beautiful one – I belong to you – I love you x.

Not enough messages today – my fault – but not because I didn’t want to.

My heart yearns for you in a way that I cannot describe. It aches so much at times until if I could I would rip it from my chest just to ease the pain. I can’t sit, stand, sleep… the only thing I can do is to walk and to talk to you. I tell you how I feel about you, how much I love you, what my hopes and dreams for us are, how magical it is to hold you, to kiss you, to make love to you. And then it eases for a while. Yet as soon as I see you it is gone – until we are apart again. Some days it is not so bad, some days it is very bad indeed – but it is always there when we are apart.

I wanted to come and find you this evening – I really hope that you are ok – or at least as you can be. But I do need you very much my beautiful one and I so want you to feel loved and wanted.

I will write more later – please look after yourself for me – you are everything to me.

I love you my darling beautiful one x.