Sitting here – thinking of you beautiful one – going to write some more x.

Done half the grass – wishing you and I were holding hands being together without any oversight. Thinking of the wonderful smile and the gentle lilt of “thank you”.

I love you beautiful one x.

About to start grass cutting – but have to write – I don’t know how to explain how much I miss you. You truly consume each and every thought – I want you and I want to belong to you and only you.

Your songs help – I love you my darling beautiful one x.

Nice sunny day here – been walking, cutting the grass again soon. Trying to find things to keep me busy as it helps to distract from the ache in my middle. Still thinking about you all the time though – that bit is lovely and I certainly don’t want to diminish those thoughts and emotions at all.

You are a beautiful soul – you are everything to me and I love you so very much x.

Missing you loads – sometimes I feel a bit numb at times, just lost without you near. But so far today I don’t feel quite so bad as I did on thursday watching your plane getting further and further away – that was truly truly terrible. Who knows how the rest of the day will pan out though?

Thank you for my messages last night – they make me so very happy. It is so very kind of you to make sure that I am ok – but most important is you – beautiful one – so don’t get into trouble.

Hope you are having a nice time – out and about, doing whatever pleases you – remember I need you to bring back some happy stories telling me what exciting things you did and so on.

I am so in love with you my darling – I just yearn to have you back with me x.

Hello – hope you are well – hope you are ok in yourself, hope you are keeping yourself safe and out of trouble – walking time soon. Lots of things for me to do today – I will write in between, and I will think of you constantly. Listening to your songs – thank you for these.

I love you my beautiful one x.

night #2 – missing you – wondering how you are – dreaming of you and I intertwined making love – I love you x.

You make me complete – I want you – the love of my life x.