Thinking of you – hoping that you are sleeping and getting some rest. Missing you lots – I love you x.

You are my perfect one, my beautiful one – you are truly something very special – an incredible and exquisite woman. x

This is your fault, you jinxed it – first wife, she called. Second wife cross – so I have left them to it on the phone – I am in the spare room – pillow on my head – thinking of you x.

Reckless – only ever with you – an incredible woman. Loving moments – only ever with you. Amazing intimacy – only with you, overwhelming love – only with you.

i love you my beautiful one x.

There are more choices for me to make here – one by one I need to plot a path for us and unpick some things here. I love my children – that is true – but I also love you – and in a way that is so much more than I ever imagined – and it is very good.

I feel selfish, I feel needy, I feel alone at times, jealous at other times, I know that you are not mine but I hate giving you back. I want the person next to me when I wake in the night to be you. I want to be able to come and find you in the day and to tell you I love you without anyone looking over my shoulder. I want to make love to you whenever we want…..

My heart is yours – you are exquisite and I love you my darling beautiful one x

I miss you – you overwhelm me with your beauty, your smile, your laugh. You are the very best person for me – you are, for me, definitely perfect.

I sit here in awe of your femininity and beauty – I love you – and when you come back, I will still be here waiting….. x.

You fixed me – I am yours. You are the love of my life – my beautiful one – I love you x.

Your smile captivates me – kissing you is amazing. This afternoon kissing you intimately and then being reckless – simply the best times I have ever known.I adore you, I love you so very much x.