You are the most wonderful soul – my heart yearns for you. I miss you more than I can say – I love you my beautiful one x.

Done all my jobs, vegetable peeler, washing up after dinner, etc etc. So now sat down on my own in the quiet for a bit to write to you.

You are an amazing person – you don’t properly recognise all of the qualities in your personality. Yet you show me those very same qualities every single day – even when we are apart, they are in your messages and in the effort that you make so that we can talk if only for a short while. And it is not just me, you are kind to so many others even when they don’t deserve or perhaps even want it. You are incredibly good at what you do – as a team we would be lost without you. And of course, I would be lost without you in my life. Once again I can only apologise that I never properly recognised every act of kindness that you showed to me in the past but I did notice some and I was always genuinely really touched. And to this very day you are the only person who has ever spontaneously sent me a text to say “are you ok?” – no one else ever…

So I believe that I am a very lucky person indeed – you care for me in a way that I have never known before. You show me love and affection, tenderness and kindness, and a clarity of thought when it comes to “us” driven by the simplicity (but rarity) of absolute and unconditional love. I am overwhelmed – I feel unworthy. But at the same time I feel a love for you which I have never known for anyone. From within me it wells up, it flows through me and it spills out of me. I know that it does not always come across to you as it should – and for that I am sorry – but with time I will get better – and I am determined that you will see the love that I have for you.

My darling beautiful one – you are a very special soul. For me you are simply everything – the love that I have for you is intense, it is uncontrolled, it is profound, it is the most exciting feeling I have ever known. You complete me, your love engulfs me, my heart is yours and I belong to you. It is for me to set out our path into the sunshine – I will need your help – I love you and you are eternally my beautiful one x.

You are kind and gentle my beautiful one, and so very loving – I am always touched by your concerns for me. I don’t quite understand what I did in life to deserve your loveliness coming into my life – but I am so very pleased that you do want me – thank you.

I love you so very much x.

Rowing done – 7km – your songs, you in my head. “Stop go”, thoughts of recklessness and profound, all-consuming, loving desire for you.

Never before have I been reckless – only with you. I can’t quite explain it, but when we first had the “boundaries” conversation, somehow I knew in my heart of heart that I wanted to be reckless with you. And for me, I can only say that being reckless with you is the most incredibly beautiful experience, utterly intertwined with overflowing intense emotions of love for you – the most natural thing for us to share. So no boundaries with you – ever – just sheer awe at your delightful gentle curves and your enchanting femininity.

My darling beautiful one – I love you x.

Done all my jobs now – going to do some rowing – need to make sure that “stop go” has the muscles it needs!

I hope that you have a good evening and get your packing done – enjoy your wine too.

Loving you brings me great happiness. I had never anticipated how intense the emotions would be but they are truly wonderful.

I love you my beautiful one x.

Hearing your voice just lifts my soul – the gentle lilt in “thank you” is so very enchanting – I am completely captivated.

Time apart is really hard – you are everything to me and so not even being able to speak to you will be difficult. But we will be good – “us” will continue and grow and our love for each other will deepen further.

I have found the love of my life – and I am not letting you go – I love you my beautiful one x.

The words “I miss you” don’t come even close to describing how I feel when we are apart.

I don’t feel complete any more when we are apart – I feel like part of me is missing. The part missing is the happiness and joy that you bring to me whenever we are together. The contentment that I feel, the love that I see in your smile and so much more. Of course I think about those things all of the time and they are truly valuable, loving and wonderful thoughts but ultimately being with you is so very strikingly wonderful that nothing can match the intensity of what I feel then – and so there is a hole in me. A feeling of being bereft and incomplete – a feeling of sadness wrapped in the knowledge that being in love with you is the most wonderful part of my life and that I am truly blessed to have you want to spend time with me.

My heart yearns for you – I yearn for you both emotionally and physically. I am profoundly in love with you and I will bear days like today because you are really and truly definitely worth it. You are everything and I love you my darling beautiful one x.

Hello – wondering how you are – if you are ok?

Thinking of you – missing you loads – that ache is there, stuck in my middle making me feel empty. Only you can make it go away.

Have you done your packing yet? My guess is “no” – but maybe you can prove me wrong….

Looking forward to some time with you tomorrow – I need to look at you and see that smile for real. I need to feel your breath on my cheek and to hold you close resting your head on my shoulder.

I want to tell you how much I love you, to tell you how wonderful you are, to tell you how mesmerised I am by you and how much I need you in my life. I need you to know and understand that for me you are simply everything.

I love you my beautiful one x.